Posts tagged ‘socialization’

December 17, 2013

DO I LOOK LIKE ANY OF THEM PEOPLE? WHY DO THOSE PEOPLE KEEP TARGETING ME

These people are not my family.ImageDO I LOOK LIKE ANY OF THEM PEOPLE? WHY DO THOSE PEOPLE KEEP TARGETING ME AND FOCUSING ON ME FOR THE MONEY? THAT IS NOT MY FAMILY ONLY MY TWO SONS ARE MY KIDS THAT IS MY SON ALEXANDER AND MY SON VINCENT, I DON’T KNOW ABOUT THOSE OTHER PEOPLE THEY NEVER DID TREATED ME LIKE I WAS RELATED TO THEM THEY DON’T DO THAT.

This is the family I did not belong too this family did sacrifice me for being an unwanted child with Albinism, I was not safe in Carmella Elizabeth Pumphrey Barber and Nelson Reed Barber family they all treated me very cruel and they treated me like an outcast and an outsider and I want to live and I want to be let the Hell alone I got a right to live my life the people put all kinds of mentally ill labels on me and that is an insult to my intelligence I am not no delusional disorder. DO I LOOK LIKE ANY OF THEM PEOPLE?

December 23, 2012

People Really Need To Understand That Child Abuse Do Happen To Innocent Children

We were at our grandmother’s home on the mother side of the family and I asked her for a glass of milk and she put an object it was a feen-o-ment pill in it and I looked under the glass and it was there, I told her I’m not going to drink that stuff, Now what if I had dranked that tanted milk, used the bathroom on myself in Nelson Barber’s car because of what Carmella Barber’s mother done, Nelson would have killed me because of what somebody else did to me, I WAS NOT SAFE IN THIS FAMILY, I gave that crap back to her; I am so glad I gave it back to the grandmother, Tyrone Barber tried to force sour kool aid that was unsweetened down my throat,he threatened to whoop me with a belt I told him if he don’t leave me alone I was going to tell Nelson and Muff on him. they spat in my face, they spat in my hair, they forced me to dye my hair brown and they forced me to wear brown wigs for several years, I was not going to dye my hair black because I wanted to be myself and then one day I used COPPER TONE TAN product on my skin trying to fit this damn cursed family and THIS FAMILY STILL REJECTS ME AND THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE AND THEY WILL NOT BACK OFF AT ALL AND THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER LEAVE MY CHILDREN ALONE AT ALL AND THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER BACK OFF BOTH OF MY CHILDREN AND THEY NEVER WANTED NONE OF MY CHILDREN IN THIS FAMILY FROM THE DAY I HAD MY KID THEY JUST SIMPLY DON’T WANT ME AND MY KIDS IN THIS DAMN FAMILY AT ALL AND HIDE BEHIND THE CHURCH.
I gotten hurt being played with like a toy and an object and they always did treated me like I AM AN ALBINO COCK ROACH AND A WHITE RAT and they treated my children like they are COCK ROACHES AND RATS TOO and Clara Pumphrey she really always did hate my gut as if I did something to her no I did not do a damn thing to her at all. and she got a set up on me she hates me really just that much and I really do wish she didn’t invite me in her house like that she soaked the chicken and the potatoes in an enormous amount of salt,Clara did that on purpose I did not eat that Shit it was poison. and several years later.before I left the hospital with my newborn babies somebody swiched breakfast food on me at the hospital, I ordered regular food but they switched the food to oatmeal on me and I did not order no oatmeal and something was put in the oatmeal I did not eat that I thought something may be wrong with the oatmeal;. somebody in this family didn’t want me with my babies at all.

October 5, 2012

SUPERSTITIOUS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE ATTACKED ME FOR NOTHING

I still have not forgotten in the summer of 1971, I was a very decent young lady a 15 year old child, while we were visiting a relative the grandmother on the mother side of the family Clara ask me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look just like you, somethng about that made me feel very uneasy; and 13 months later on September 16-1972 someone tried to sexually assault me while I was on my way going to high school and this was in the broad day light about 10 am in the morning time. I was force to keep going to the same high school on the south side of Chicago Clara sister Carmella did not do nothing when all them kids at that was picking on me for nothing and some of them kids were trying to trip me down and some of them tried to push me down the stairs at that Chicago public high school and I could not walk the halls without some students laughing and snickering saying there she go is that your sister, at the time nobody did not tell me Nelson was my guardian there was not nothing wrong with me because I had Albinism I just was not wanted and I did not fit in their family that is what that was and they all did talk about me right behind my back and I was born and innocent baby like all other babies who are born innocent and what the grown ups do that is between them. I really do wish they kept me out of it altogether.

May 15, 2012

All I Got Was Everlasting Ass Hoe Treatment

They interrupted my stay in kindergarten class, I ended up around grown adults in an unhealthy enviroment when I should have been in school with other children because I really did need that socialization like all other children, I didn’t deserve to be isolated it was wrong.
I am wondering how many parents don’t want their childern to go to school. especially in nursery and kindergarten elementary school to interact with their peer group and to get that socialization children really need, no child deserves to be criminally isolated it is very wrong from the start to do any child like that and especially for a Black American child and any other minority child and all walks of life as well and Black minorities have to fight for their civil rights to attend school and why would a mother, especially a Black American mother take her child from a kindergarten class and the child don’t have no medical problems and not hospitalized ,why would you do that to the child,TAKE THEM AWAY FOR THAT SOCIALIZATION? I THINK IT IS STRANGE. DON’T YOU ALL. Look what happened to me and what about the plan to keep a child out of school and the child return nearly 3 years later and a plan to make the child repeat the same damn grade for 2 years in a row for example; grade 3rd age 10,
grade 4th age 12
grade 5th age 14
grade 6th age 16
grade 7th age 18
grade 8th age 20
grade 9th age 22
grade 10th age 24
grade 11th age26
grade 12th age 28 and I DID GRADUATE ABOUT ON TIME i AM SO GLAD IT DIDN’T HAPPEN TO ME LIKE THAT IN THE WRONG AND CRIMINAL WAY YOU JUST DON’T HOLD A CHILD BACK LIKE THAT, I did learn about me being held back clean untill I got out of school at age 28 years of age and it was very wrong. HOW DO YOU DO THAT . I AM SO GLAD THAT THE PERSON DIDN’T GET AWAY WITH THAT. YOU DON’T MESS UP YOUR CHILDS EDUCATION, HELP THEM OUT SO THAT THEY CAN HAVE A GOOD FUTURE AND A DECENT LIFE TOO. IT IS ONLY RIGHT AND FAIR TO THE LETTER. They didn’t want me with no kind of future. I can tell. I can see that. I’M NOT A DUMB BELL. GIVE ME A BREAK! I AM A PERSON TOO.