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A Small Child Blamed They punished me over decades

By charapple12t | Posted July 26, 2010 | Chicago, Illinois
I was born in a seriously dysfunctional family where some people with problems that need to be addressed and corrected even before I was born; this problem have gotten me into a world of trouble with some of them people and also I have been having problems from my grandmother’s former husband ,John McCoy’s grandchildren from the McCoy family and his grandson Ralph James, these people are not related to us by blood at all. I was a young adult age 20 when my grandmother told me about an incident at the time I was only just a 5 year old baby girl; my grandmother Carmella McCoy was baby sitting me for my parents. Barbara McCoy James had several young babies of her own,including Ralph James, both women left the home there was only just babies neglected and left behind and there was no adult supervision of the babies and there was no one there at all. I was the oldest at that time,I didn’t know anything about it. there was a new born baby boy about a month old named Markham James, The McCoy people keep blaming me for all of the adult responsibiities. the child was jumped all over and as a result the child died. everybody said why didn’t Charlene stop everybody from jumping all over him at that time. They are still rentlessly angry at me for this. those two women left the home to get a drink.and they were gone for long hours. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blamming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I at all. It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone. Also I want to make another point, July the summer of 1967, I was just only 11 years old, while I was playung with friends in the neighborhood a husky boy ran up to me and he hit me in my face with his fist and gae me a nose bleeding; I was wearing eye glasses and if he broke my glasses he would have put my eyes out. Can someone please help me. Because of this I am now at a personal lost and is deliverately being financially disadvantaged. and where I am living I am having trouble getting a medicaid card of any kind.and I also feel that when Itry to get a job, I have problems either I don’t hear from a company or I am let go and on a short notice.and also in 2006 ,I had a caregiver job and in July 2006 the IRS sent me a notice informing me that someone filed a 1040 form ending December 31-2001 bearing my social security number on it.and they picked up my children on the form and they was the head of household. and I did not do that to myself. Even though the McCoy family have pictures of us,it make me really wonder what do they keep the photos for. I personally do appreciate it that thet let the photos go and just forget about me and my children and not target and focus on me and my family any more, I am a person tooand I don’t have to be one or any of them and I know I am right and I am wondering are Ralph H James and his people going to keep tracking me down like that in that manner? I really do want to be left alone, I really want to know why some of them people don’t want me to go on with my own personal life like I have a right to and why them people don’t want my children to live and go on with their own personal life that they do have a right to live? and go on with their own personal life that thet do have a right to live and to be treated like people because that is what they are,they are not objects. I am wondering if Ican everrecover from all of tis and If I ever buy a new ome will somebody destroy my new home agaiin? Sometimes I really do wonder that and alsoI amwonderng if I can ever work on my own personal identity, get paid to work and not be botered by a safety treat. I am very bothered by that. I was also abused as a child too and no one don’t even care how I was treated wile I was in someone else’s home. I was teased callednames and yelled at too. When I ask for a glass of milk someone put a feen o ment pill in it and when I ask for a glass of water sometimes they gave me beer. I was targeted and used for a family scapegoat and every thung that is wrong with this family is all my fault, I was called albino and te witeB word by some of them people. When we were kids Clara taken pictures of us. and the McCoy family have photos of us too. I really do feel very bad about the situation. Xlara Pumphrey is the aunt who hever had no love for me at all and i didn’t do nothing to her,I will just leave her alone altogeter.because when I called her to ask to talk with Patsy-Susan Redding because I though maybe by Patsy who worked in he US post office could help me on getting my mail back to normal.but instead Clara gotten very nasty and balistic, she is always blaming things on me too, she never was any kind of help to me because she hated me, so she hung up the phone on me and she called back right away, I told her I will not bother her any more and I hung up on her.I only wanted her to call Patsy and give her my phone number so she can call me herself and I was not wrong at all. I already know some people in this family never wanted me with nothing no way. I lost what little I had and in Milwaukee Wisconsin, my home I was buying with a 30-year mortgage, located at 2144 N 40th street, my garage was broken into and deliverately sat on fire ,I purchased it in a neighborhood where I did not know any one and I did not bother no one and I did mind my own business there too; it was a 4-bed room home and I did not abandon the home, I had to flee with my children who are disabled and I was there only just 1-year and 10 months and do make me wonder why.

I been put through several years of just being sabataged on purpose by several people 3who personally hate my guts, and I am really hurt by all of that kind of hostile treatment against me and against my kids,my chuildren are disabled and I have my own health issues too and we don’t need no more unfair criminal abuse from anyone and we just want to be left alone. we want to be treated like people just like everyone else is and I do have my rights to my very own personal privacy like everyone else do and I really do wish that people just respect me and my children’s personal privacy and stop using me and my children like that. How can I just get them people off of my back and get them people out of my hair? I want to get my life back and I want to get my freedom back. My family and I really do need some help. Is there anyone out there who is willing and is able to help us please. I don’t understand why she is so full of pure hatred against me and against my children who never did nothing to her,I just don’t understand that, everyone think she is so jealous and is very controlling. Her son is no longer here because he committed suicide, I didn’t have nothing to do with that. I really wonder what do she really have against me? I really do have a right to know what that is. I am a person just like everyone else is; Not different from the rest. I still have not forgotten n the summer of 1971, I was a very decent young lady, while we were visiting a relative Clara ask me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look just like you, somethng about that made me feel very uneasy; and September 16-1972 someone tried to sexually assault me while I was on my way going to high school and this was in the broad day light about 10 am in the morning time. Ralph James and his brothers were taken away from teir mother and placed in foster care untill 18 years of age, my family and I never had anything to do with them. and we did not know where they lived but one day Ralph James suddenly showed up at our home while I was living a home with my parents and he never said what he really wanted. I was pretty much close to home and I did graduate from high school that year. the summer of 1976, 3 of us children was still living at home and ond day suddenly Clara the aunt called my parents home for me and my brother who is mentally ill to spend 2 weeks iat her home and I never did know what she really wanted me for any way, she only talked to my parent, she didn’t talk to me and I was a 20 year old grown adult. She asked me Charlene don’t you feel sorry for yourself, I told her no I don’t feel sorry for myself, she kept pickig on me I can see that, and she did ask me in front of a women neighbor ,do you think I am better than your parents and do you like me better than your mother and father? and when I did not give her the right answer that she wanted to hear, she did turn on me, she was very angry with me and she picked a nasty fight with me in her house, she argued and said she was going to beat my ass and she tried to hit me in my face, she told me what I needed was a big black private at the her son came out of his bed room and taken me to his room untill the coast was clear,it was summer time dark out side and it was raining, I left out her front door and I never went back, we were out of there uin 3 days. I been criminally abused, followed aand harrassed by them people over decades; June 1988, my Illinois bell service was cut inthe basement and 2 years later in 1990 child wefare came to my door and they came from 1990 to 2002 and in between., this is not no coincident ,there was too many bad thing that happend to me and my kids, somebody personally don’t like me any way and they don’t want me with my own kids. it is jealousy and a personal vendetta against me any way, I am not stupid .these are the same people who have been targeting me focusing on me for a dangerous excuse just to get back at me and hurt my kids who didn’t do nothing to them people. I know what I am talking about, my children never did need any protection away from me. I was the one who really needed the protection away from them people. over the years and decades, these are the same people who deprived me of my civil rights because they are relentlessly angry at me. they are all in my way on purpose and deliverately and I am not in their way, no I am not. I am wondering why I can’t be just left alone just like everybody else and live in peace and harmony. at this point I feel hijacked and like a possession snd that is not fair to me and my kids. When my son Alexander was in Warren Park 6700 N Damen Ave, he mysteriously gotten away from here on July 28,2008 and ended up in a hospital and he was not looking so good at all. He was not eating, not drinking any fluids, his teet was clenched (jaws is jammed). He would not talk to me at all, and his eyes was rolled bck to his head, I did see that. he was in Illinois Masonic Hospital and e was floating between 17 different hospitals and nursing homes and treated like trash. as a result of that; there were bruises, scars and holes poked in his legs I did not do that to my own son. that happened when he was suddenly in someone else’s place and care. he was not at my home when all of this happened to him.and not no one even talk to me about it; my son had to be put on life support and a feeding tube. I will never forget all of the pure hatred and hell them people put me and my kids through over the years, they blamed me since I was only a 5 year old baby girl and for grown people responsibilities. and there are very jealous and racist blacks in the family.I know because I been put through pure hell in this family and I was never wanted from birth; the father denied me and the mother denied me as their child that was not fair to me at all I am a person too, I have feelings like everybody else do my children and I don’t appriciate being treated like an object with no feelings and I don’t appriciate them people in this family feeding me and my children like a rat. We are people too, I don’t care what we are to them people they are not no better then me nor my children and I don’t appriciate being BULLIED by a family who I did not pick and choose to be taken too and I was born an inocent baby and my children were born inocent babies like all the rest of the babies too. I can see that I have my difference too and I had a right to my difference and this family never even thought enough of  me to respect my rights to be different no matter how different I was and they don’t have no respect for my children just because they are my children and they look like me and their father. THAT IS MUC H TOO MUCH  HATRED AGAINST ME AND MY CHILDREN FOR NOTHING. no one is perfect;  IS EVERYBODY ELSE KEEPING THEIR  NOSE CLEAN?        , Well what ever the excuse is we do got a right to be different and that shouldn have been acepted and respected  and my children have their difference just like everybody else do and they both have a right too and we would’t have a world without it