I NEVER HAD NO KIND OF FUTURE IN THIS FAMILY FROM THE START

Hey! People don’t forget I was born an innocent baby too Albino or not it didn’t matter can’t y’all see Nelson and Carmella Barber didn’t want me for her daughter, y’all don’t see that. It was very wrong for all those grown adults who didn’t want me take me home and they robbed me of my innocence and they robbed me of my personal dignity for nothing I done that is because I was not wanted by the family and I was not welcomed at all, TO THEM PEOPLE I WAS ONLY JUST ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED, I NEVER HAD NO KIND OF FUTURE IN THIS FAMILY

AND ABOUT PEOPLE GOSSIPING ABOUT ME I REALLY DON’T CARE THAT IS THE WAY THEM FAMILY PEOPLE GOT RUMORS THAT ARE LESS THAN HALF THE TRUTH STARTED AGAINST ME FROM THE START.THEY DESTROYED MY FUTURE AND THEY DESTROYED MY LIFE FOR THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT WANTED AT THAT CRAP IS NOT NO DAMN COINCIDENT NO IT IS NOT AT ALL AND FOR THAT FAR LENGTH OF TIME TOO. WHERE IS THE CLASS AT DO THEY GOT ANY KIND OF CLASS AT ALL. I COULDN’T EVEN LIVE IN PEACE AND TRANQUILITY AND I COULD NEVER EVEN RELAX BECAUSE OF ALL THE NASTY HATRED AND CRIMINAL ACTS DONE TO ME FOR NOTHING AND ON TOP OF BEING AN UNWANTED CHILD AND I WAS ABUSED SINCE CHILD HOOD AND I NEVER EVEN LIVED A NORMAL LIFE AT ALL BECAUSE THE FAMILY DIDN’T LET ME LIVE A NORMAL LIFE THE WAY I GOT A RIGHT TO LIVE, I AM A HUMAN BEING TOO I GOT FEELINGS TOO LIKE EVERYBODY GOT, I AM NOT NO DAMN DIFFERENT. LOOK AT A WOMAN I THOUGH WAS MY MOTHER SHE DON’T EVEN TALK TO ME AND SHE DON’T HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AT ALL AND THE SIBLINGS DON’T EITHER.

Patricia: HI. One more thing, I don’t control Muff’s money. House is expensive to upkeep and you guys obviously don’t have a clue. And no one tells Muff what to do. Charlene: Unfortunately some of you people never thought I was intelligent anyway. I am smarter than what you all think I am. Patricia: Thanks for confirming how you feel about me by giving Poochie my number. I have nothing else to say to you ever. 11/13/2011 Patricia Barber’s Text Message. HI. This is to let you know Diane’s grandson Terrell passed away Friday in his sleep. For questions contact Tammy. You can let Poochie know for I don’t have his number.

SUPERSTITIOUS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE ATTACKED ME FOR NOTHING

I still have not forgotten in the summer of 1971, I was a very decent young lady a 15 year old child, while we were visiting a relative the grandmother on the mother side of the family Clara ask me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look just like you, somethng about that made me feel very uneasy; and 13 months later on September 16-1972 someone tried to sexually assault me while I was on my way going to high school and this was in the broad day light about 10 am in the morning time. I was force to keep going to the same high school on the south side of Chicago Clara sister Carmella did not do nothing when all them kids at that was picking on me for nothing and some of them kids were trying to trip me down and some of them tried to push me down the stairs at that Chicago public high school and I could not walk the halls without some students laughing and snickering saying there she go is that your sister, at the time nobody did not tell me Nelson was my guardian there was not nothing wrong with me because I had Albinism I just was not wanted and I did not fit in their family that is what that was and they all did talk about me right behind my back and I was born and innocent baby like all other babies who are born innocent and what the grown ups do that is between them. I really do wish they kept me out of it altogether.