Posts tagged ‘Child Abuse. unwanted child’

April 30, 2014

Child Endangered A CHILD ABUSE SITUATION

ImageCarmella Elizabeth Pumphrey Barber wants me dead for nothing, she alway got in my face and told me anybody do anything against her and make her mad she told me she will retaliate but when her husband Nelson Reed Barber always did cheat on her with other women at the same time he always went on trips with the other women while he did purchase a lot of clothes for those women and I am not responsible for what really did happen in 1956 when I was born at Privadence Hospital in Chicago, IL and Carmella Barber and her own siblings did tell me they do not have people in their family with ALBINISM AND THAT IS AN INHERITED GENETIC CONDITION BY BIRTH AND FAMILY. SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG SOMEWHERE, DID THAT WOMEN TAKE ME AWAY FROM MY BIOLOGICAL MOTHER. WHY DO CARMELLA BARBER REALLY HATE ME FAR TOO MUCH, ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS BORN AN INNOCENT CHILD I WAS NOT DIFFERENT THAN NO OTHER CHILD WHO WAS BORN INNOCENT, THIS WHOLE FAMILY POSSES A REAL SERIOUS THREAT TO ME AND MY CHILDREN’S AND FAMILY SAFETY, THIS FAMILY WAS FAR WORST THAN A SERIOUS CONFLICT AND THAT IS ALL I EVER SAW, THAT IS HOW I WAS ALWAYS TREATED BY THEM BLACK RACIST SO-CALLED FAMILY ? I was not ever accepted in this family, the people treated me like an outcast and an out sider. They should not have forced me to dye my hair brown and wear brown hair wigs. Carmella Barber gave me these 3 wigs in 2010, she did not tell me the reason why she gave me the brown hair wigs and she suddenly stopped talking to me and she cut off communication with me. the family people do not have me listed with the family people at all, it is like I was never even born, the people did targeted me for several years and the people always called me racist derogatory names, the people called ALBINO, THE WHITE B, YELLOW B, MOSTLY ALBINO AND WHITE B WORD. IN NOVEMBER 2010 ON THANKS GIVING DAY, she knew I was coming from the far N side of the city way in advanced before that day came. I called her telephone before I left my home she did give me the ok to come over, and when I came with in 8 blocks of her address, she told me to go back home with the Thanks Giving Dinner after I came all the way from the far other side of the city I and my family went back home for our safety and she was never right with me, but she don’t talk to me, this is not nothing new. I don’t have to wear this my true hair color is blonde and I am very proud to wear my hair blonde

December 17, 2013

DO I LOOK LIKE ANY OF THEM PEOPLE? WHY DO THOSE PEOPLE KEEP TARGETING ME

These people are not my family.ImageDO I LOOK LIKE ANY OF THEM PEOPLE? WHY DO THOSE PEOPLE KEEP TARGETING ME AND FOCUSING ON ME FOR THE MONEY? THAT IS NOT MY FAMILY ONLY MY TWO SONS ARE MY KIDS THAT IS MY SON ALEXANDER AND MY SON VINCENT, I DON’T KNOW ABOUT THOSE OTHER PEOPLE THEY NEVER DID TREATED ME LIKE I WAS RELATED TO THEM THEY DON’T DO THAT.

This is the family I did not belong too this family did sacrifice me for being an unwanted child with Albinism, I was not safe in Carmella Elizabeth Pumphrey Barber and Nelson Reed Barber family they all treated me very cruel and they treated me like an outcast and an outsider and I want to live and I want to be let the Hell alone I got a right to live my life the people put all kinds of mentally ill labels on me and that is an insult to my intelligence I am not no delusional disorder. DO I LOOK LIKE ANY OF THEM PEOPLE?

September 5, 2013

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopySeveral decades ago when I was born the man said I was not his baby when he first saw me, he denied me he turned his back on me and walked out of the hospital , the women’s mother in law Rose did not believe I was her son’s baby so she tried to have Carmella E Barber killed by her husband, she did tell me out of her own mouth, she waited nearly until I was in my later 50s and she already turned her back on me too and she was already criminally hateful toward me, she did take criminal control of my life and my personal business and affairs the black family have already been removed themselves this is why the people already got my personal business and I was never even safe in this family at all. they did keep me from working a decent paid salary career in all areas even in 2013 the family people will not let me work because they already been using me for decades behind my back, I can not work outside my home I will not be safe if I do that the family people will not let me work, they been harassing me for decades now and yes in 2013, they took me to the family they did set me up for continued nonstop abuses, and they did take my money away from me and they nearly took my kids away from me and they nearly killed one of my sons, I can not sugar coat the abuses me and my 2 children were really put through, it was pure hell from the start.

September 2, 2013

THE FAMILY REMOVED THEMSELVES FROM ME SEVERAL YEARS AGO

Imagemyself Charlene and sons  Alexander & Vincent 001 - CopyI am not no crazy person like the so-called parents called me they were the ones who always did physical, emotion, mental and psychologically abused me for 57 years of my life the so-called family removed themselves from me since birth, they both denied me and they turned their backs on me, they did torture me for decades and I should not have to be ashamed of myself born with albinism, and forced to wear a brown hair wigs and dye my hair brown because the family people kept teasing me and picking on me because I was born different they injured me that way and they exploited me for many years and they nearly killed my son for nothing because they did target both of my children and they always targeted me first several years before I had my children and when I was only a little girl a teen ager I was not the type who was in a relationship with males I was in school trying to complete my education and for a strange reason that abuse and the racist derogatory name callings followed me even in the high schools and I still did not bother no darn body I was not no trouble maker. SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW DID A BLACK WOMEN GET ON A CTA L TRAIN IN CHICAGO, IL ,SOMEBODY I DID NOT EVEN KNOW AT ALL HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WAS CH, SHE ASKED ME WAS MY NAME CH I DID NOT ANSWER HER AT FIRST BUT WHEN SHE ME DO YOU HAV A SISTER NAME D I TOLD HER YES I WAS REALLY RELUCTANT I DID NOT UNDERSTAND HOW DID SHE KNOW MY NAME WHEN I NEVER SAW THE WOMEN BEFORE NO I DID NOT, THIS FAMILY EXPLOITED ME VERY BADLY, I CAN NOT GET MY BENEFITS I BEEN TAKEN TO THE WRONG AND THEY ARE STILL TARGETING ME AND THEY ARE TARGETING MY CHILDREN, THEY HINDERED MY GETTING APPROVED FOR SSI AND MEDICAID AND I AM NOT WORKING, HOW CAN I MOVE ON WITH MY OWN LIFE AND GET PASS THEM PEOPLE WHEN I DON’T HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON HERE IN CHICAGO, IL EVEN SUPPORTIVE OF ME,?
THE FAMILY PEOPLE ARE VERY NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE DO ANYBODY KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THEM KIND AND I DID MOVE OUT OF STATE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE 90s but things did not change because the family people did not leave me alone, and they did not leave my children alone and they don’t want me with my kids. I was only telling the truth because I do not want nothing to happen to me, they restricted my freedom and they took away my human rights and dignity those people do not respect no law authorities not when it comes to me no they do not. the counseling help is not free don’t think I didn’t try I did try the people are standing in my way I am not in their way, and nobody here do not want to help me.

March 29, 2013

ALL THIS BS, BECAUSE I WAS AN UNWANTED ALBINO BABY GIRL

ImageAfter severals years of abuse you can’t get over that, THE PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY DO GOT SOMETHING AGAINST PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM I KNOW BECAUSE THE FAMILY PEOPLE REALLY DO GOT A SERIOUS PERSONAL VENDETTA AGAINST ME. THEY DEHUMANIZED ME, THEY USED ME AND THEY DELIBERATELY STOOD IN MY WAY THEY WOULD NOT LET ME LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANTED TO, THEY BLOCKED ME FROM WORKING A DECENT PAID CAREER WITH A WELL PAID SALARY, ALL THIS BECAUSE I WAS AN UNWANTED ALBINO BABY GIRL AND WAS TAKEN TO THE WRONG DAMN FAMILY. It is not my fault I was taken home where I was not welcomed the entire family did not even accept me from the beginning that is where all my troubles began at.and I was at their mercy and the people on the mother side they never took the time with me. The people on the step father side side of the family they never too the time with me either, I don’t even have not one single cousin communicating with me not at all and the whole family is like this with me I am not lying about that I don’t think I am a child. I am a grown women with a mother who always did treat me like a child and she still treat me like a child and there was nothing wrong with me but she told me she wanted to tell me how I got all messed up and it was about some white people she had in her family and I don’t know them at all and then I was told to dye my hair black and I was forced to dye my hair brown for several years and wear brown wigs until I stopped doing that and I should not have had to dye my blonde hair an not wear no wigs, I got a right to wear my hair blond that is my true hair color and I was called derogatory names Albino and some of those people on the mother side of the family said they don’t have no ALBINISM IN THEIR FAMILY I WAS TOLD THAT I AM NOT LYING AT ALL. I AM TELLING THE TRUTH AND NO I CAN NOT GET OVER IT AFTER BEING ABUSED FOR NOTHING I DID TO THEM PEOPLE FOR FAR TOO LONG and for decades and for that LENGTH OF TIME DON’T MAKE NO KIND OF SENSE AT ALL.
What am I supposed to do just put up and shut up for unprovoked vigilante bias crimes done to me for nothing and the did man handle my children too, they nearly killed one of my children and I had to flee far too many addresses amd I didn’t bother nobody and I did mind my very own business. and I made the big mistake of telling the mother I was may relocate she did tell me if I move somewhere else.I will just get the same thing and I might as well stay here in Chicago IL
The people won’t let me alone and I am not even bothering them at all. they did destroy I always had trouble getting paid jobs they always stood in my way and when I wanted to work when I was a teenager the mother did not back me up at all.I got excuses instead, I got stuck with babysitting and house work. this went on against me for decades and now I am the only person in the family with out any income but everybody got income. no I can not just get over it because was very criminal from the beginning. it is wrong and where I’m at I can’t get a medicaid card and I don’t have any income I am telling the truth.

November 20, 2012

HOW CAN I HAVE MY PEACE AND MY DIGNITY?

THE  JANUARY-7-2013 DATE,  I DON’T LIKE THAT DATE FOR A SAFETY CONCERN, I GOT A RIGHT TO.THINGS DON’T LOOK GOOD AT ALL FOR ME AND MY FAMILY, THE FAMILY IS A PROBLEM FOR ME, THEY TREATED ME LIKE AN OUTCAST,AN OUTSIDER AND AN OUTSIDE BITCH, THEY USED TRACKING NUMBERS ON ME LIKE I AM A RARE ANIMAL THAT IS WHAT THE FAMILY PEOPLE ALWAYS TREATED ME LIKE, THOSE PEOPLE DON’T WANT ME TO HAVE NO KIND OF MONEY,  IF I TRY TO GET MY OWN MONEY LIKE A PAID JOB THEY PUT PEOPLE ON ME, BECAUSE THEY DID THAT BEFORE;  I WAS LET GO WITHOUT NOTICE, AND I ALWAYS HAD A HARD TIME GETTING A JOB, I TRY TO GET DISABILITY, THE FAMILY PEOPLE WHO TARGETED ME , THEY PICKED  JANUARY 7-2013  FOR AN APPOINTMENT DATE, LOOK AT ALL THE  # 7,11,13,14,25,28,49,65,  LOOK AT ALL THE ALBINOS AND THEWHITE BITCHES NAMES THEM PEOPLE AND THEIR HELPERS CALLED ME OVER THE YEARS TO THIS DECADE FOR NOTHING I DID NOT EVEN DO TO NONE OF THEM CRUEL AND HATEFUL PEOPLE.THEY WANT TO DRAG ME OFF TO A DIFFERENT CITY I DON’T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT,AND I DON’T KNOW ANYONE IN THAT TOWN FOR AN APPOINTMENT DATE 1-7-2013  THEY ARE RACE HATERS , I AM NOT WHITE, I AM A BLACK AMERICAN PERSON , DON’T USE ME FOR NO WHITE PERSON,  DID THEY EVER PICK ON A WHITE PERSON? BUT THOSE FAMILY DID PICK ON ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS, NOT JUST YEARS AGO

October 17, 2012

I NEVER HAD NO KIND OF FUTURE IN THIS FAMILY FROM THE START

Hey! People don’t forget I was born an innocent baby too Albino or not it didn’t matter can’t y’all see Nelson and Carmella Barber didn’t want me for her daughter, y’all don’t see that. It was very wrong for all those grown adults who didn’t want me take me home and they robbed me of my innocence and they robbed me of my personal dignity for nothing I done that is because I was not wanted by the family and I was not welcomed at all, TO THEM PEOPLE I WAS ONLY JUST ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED, I NEVER HAD NO KIND OF FUTURE IN THIS FAMILY

AND ABOUT PEOPLE GOSSIPING ABOUT ME I REALLY DON’T CARE THAT IS THE WAY THEM FAMILY PEOPLE GOT RUMORS THAT ARE LESS THAN HALF THE TRUTH STARTED AGAINST ME FROM THE START.THEY DESTROYED MY FUTURE AND THEY DESTROYED MY LIFE FOR THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT WANTED AT THAT CRAP IS NOT NO DAMN COINCIDENT NO IT IS NOT AT ALL AND FOR THAT FAR LENGTH OF TIME TOO. WHERE IS THE CLASS AT DO THEY GOT ANY KIND OF CLASS AT ALL. I COULDN’T EVEN LIVE IN PEACE AND TRANQUILITY AND I COULD NEVER EVEN RELAX BECAUSE OF ALL THE NASTY HATRED AND CRIMINAL ACTS DONE TO ME FOR NOTHING AND ON TOP OF BEING AN UNWANTED CHILD AND I WAS ABUSED SINCE CHILD HOOD AND I NEVER EVEN LIVED A NORMAL LIFE AT ALL BECAUSE THE FAMILY DIDN’T LET ME LIVE A NORMAL LIFE THE WAY I GOT A RIGHT TO LIVE, I AM A HUMAN BEING TOO I GOT FEELINGS TOO LIKE EVERYBODY GOT, I AM NOT NO DAMN DIFFERENT. LOOK AT A WOMAN I THOUGH WAS MY MOTHER SHE DON’T EVEN TALK TO ME AND SHE DON’T HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AT ALL AND THE SIBLINGS DON’T EITHER.

Patricia: HI. One more thing, I don’t control Muff’s money. House is expensive to upkeep and you guys obviously don’t have a clue. And no one tells Muff what to do. Charlene: Unfortunately some of you people never thought I was intelligent anyway. I am smarter than what you all think I am. Patricia: Thanks for confirming how you feel about me by giving Poochie my number. I have nothing else to say to you ever. 11/13/2011 Patricia Barber’s Text Message. HI. This is to let you know Diane’s grandson Terrell passed away Friday in his sleep. For questions contact Tammy. You can let Poochie know for I don’t have his number.

October 5, 2012

SUPERSTITIOUS BLACK FAMILY PEOPLE ATTACKED ME FOR NOTHING

I still have not forgotten in the summer of 1971, I was a very decent young lady a 15 year old child, while we were visiting a relative the grandmother on the mother side of the family Clara ask me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look just like you, somethng about that made me feel very uneasy; and 13 months later on September 16-1972 someone tried to sexually assault me while I was on my way going to high school and this was in the broad day light about 10 am in the morning time. I was force to keep going to the same high school on the south side of Chicago Clara sister Carmella did not do nothing when all them kids at that was picking on me for nothing and some of them kids were trying to trip me down and some of them tried to push me down the stairs at that Chicago public high school and I could not walk the halls without some students laughing and snickering saying there she go is that your sister, at the time nobody did not tell me Nelson was my guardian there was not nothing wrong with me because I had Albinism I just was not wanted and I did not fit in their family that is what that was and they all did talk about me right behind my back and I was born and innocent baby like all other babies who are born innocent and what the grown ups do that is between them. I really do wish they kept me out of it altogether.

June 18, 2012

IT WAS THE ABUSE BECAUSE I WAS UNWANTED BY THE FAMILY

Biology servers us right all it takes is a man and a female and it takes two to tangle,then why both the parents who both denied me at birth had no kind of love for me at all. I really do not know if they are really my parents or not and why did they torture me for several years for nothing and for nothing I didn’t do to any of them people;  I started kindergarten class in 1961 and they interrupted my stay in kindergarten school and I was not allowed to complete school, and I was nearly 3 years behind in grade school and that was not my fault either and there was a plan to keep me in
school untill I reach age 28 by the time I got out of school, I am so glad it did’t happen that way because these people in this family hated me to the point to where everybody in the family was able to go to school and work and get paid without problems,  I was the one who they picked on. they blamed me for things that the grown adults did before I even thought of being born and I could have died before I was born and what the hell did I have to do with the way I was born and why did them people bring me in this family when they never did want nothing to do with me from the beginning,  all the siblings are dark tan and brown skin and I am the only one in this family who has an ivory white skin and blonde hair and  I really don’t know if they are really my parents or not and why did Carmella Barber pick on me for nothing I did to her and her people pick on me and call me all kinds of racist and derogatory names and dancing eyes and all I ever heard from them family people was Charlene is an ALBINO THIS AND AN ALBINO THAT, Carmella the women who I thought was my nother she did not tell me that girls get their periods every month, she waited until after it happened to me it was wrong that was her responsible to tell me, the people in this family don’t tell me nothing because they don’t want me to know a damn thing just be a dumb bell because they didn’t want me at all and I can tell that. and  Girls should be told about the monthly period or explain it in a way that they can understand so they won’t get shamed and embarrassed and picked on forever and a life time of pure hell for deeds they didn’t do;  them people in this family always told me to dye that SHIT BLACK AND I DYED MY HAIR BROWN FOR SEVERAL YEARS AND I WAS FORCED TO WEAR BROWN WIGS AND I DID MY VERY BEST TO FIT IN THIS DAMN KIND OF FAMILY AND Carmella Barber always hated me because she never wanted me for her child and she isolated me and her sister Clara Pumphrey always controlled me behind my back and she is very dangerously sneaky against me and all of them treated me like a child and they always did meddle in all of my personal business, they did get my business behind my back and they meddled in all of my afairs and all of them people pose a serious threat to my safety and they pose a serious threat to my children’s personal safety and them people man handled me and they man handled my son Alexander so bad to the degree and point where them people damn near killed him in July-28-2008 and what the hell did a man Sherman get in my son Alexander’s face and ask him is he keeping his nose clean look at all the other people in this family they not keeping their nose clean and all them people do is talk about me and my children and pick on me and my kids because them people did not want me in this family well I didn’t tell the so called mother and father to bring me to this family I didn’t just walk in their family that is not fair to me and that is not fair to my children.  It was very wrong for all those grown adults who didn’t want me take me home and they robbed me of my innocence and they robbed me of my dignity and they robbed my children of their persona dignity too.  They way them people always acted towards me and the way they act towards my children they don’t want me to live at all and they don’t want both of my children to live at all either, then why they keep picking on me and why they keep picking on my children all they want to see is blood well a punk hit me in my face and gave me a nose bleeding I was wearing eye glasses he could have put my eyes out for nothing I did, he told me I was adopted  them people pose a serious threat to my personal safety and they pose a serious threat to my children’s personal safety A GUN AND A CANE WAITING. and why did people put bloody chicken bones in my door way and under my window when I was paying rent at 8921 N 91st Street in Milwaukee WI and when I relocated from that address in 2001, less than one month them people suddenly start putting citations on me with a vehicle that I never did operate and I never did drive the Van at all. all of them people did that to me on purpose and they really did do that deliberately and all them people did mary me off right behind my back and for several years them people always treated me like I was lacking in intelligence and like I did not know no better. This don”t make no damn sense at all;  I got taken to a family by people who really never wanted me bring me into a situation that is very dangerous, wrong and very unfair to me and my children; I didn’t really deserve that at all and nobody bothered to explain nothing to me at all  for several years and for that damn length of time and not one single person didn’t even bother to ask no kind of questions of what is the problem and what did I or what did Charlene do if anything at all.  and it is only right,  Hey I am not wrong at all, that is criminal torture and that causes mental abuse and a lot of disstress and heart problems and stress, and STRESS REALLY DO KILL. ESPECIALLY  IT’S NOT MY FAUL AND THE FAMILY DID ABANDONED ME FOR DECADES NOW. I DIDN’T NEED THIS FAMILY FOR MY GUARDIAN THEY DON’T CARE NOTHING ABOUT ME AT ALL AND I AND MY CHILDREN DON’T NEED THESE FAMILY PEOPLE FOR THEIR GUARDIAN EITHER THEM PEOPLE IN THIS DON’T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY CHILDREN EITHER. ALL OF THAT IS CAUSED BY VERY HATEFUL, VERY EVIL,MEAN,VERY HOSTILE AND VERY VERY CRUEL PEOPLE, IT IS VERY WRONG FROM THE VERY BEGINNING, TO BLAME AND PICK ON CHILDREN, ESPECIALLY GROWN ADULTS, YOU DON’T BLAME THE CHILD AND YOU DON’T BEAT UP ON THE CHILD, DON’T BEAT THE CHILDREN UP.

May 9, 2012

THEM PEOPLE DID GOSSIP ABOUT ME

Theresa died on April 14, 2003. This is Diane Barber Ross’s daughter. Diane Died on November
9, 2006. Theresa’s mother. When Diane died nobody called me, but the woman who was supposed to be a mother to me called everyone else she didn’t call me because I was nothing to her, when I called her Diane’s home she was already dead for about a half of week. I called Diane’s other daughter named Tammy, she was very surprised I didn’t know about it and Tammy asked me you don’t know. I told her know because no one didn’t tell me anything about it at all.So she told me herself about her passing away. The obituary had everyone elses picture on it, Nelson Barber and Carmella Barber children picture on it including my kids (my son Alexander and my son Vincent) except for me. They left me off of her obituary on purpose and Clara Pumphrey have pictures of everybody including myself. they never accepted me as a relative no way I can see that. and they put a cat on it instead of me. My children are not their children, they are my children.them people act like they got guardianship over me and they act like they got guardianship over my children I hate that shit,they act like I don’t know what the hell I am doing but the mother she pulled me out of a kindergarten classroom and I needed that socialization, I did not deserve to be isolated from other children like somethng was wrong with me and Nelson died February 18-2008 and 5 months and 10 days later about 161 days This family been on my babies ass since the day they both were born just like they been on my ass, I’m not dumb and I’m not stupid.
When my son Alexander was in Warren Park 6700 N Damen Ave, he mysteriously gotten away from here on July 28,2008 and ended up in a hospital and he was not looking so good at all. He was not eating, not drinking any fluids, his teet was clenched (jaws was jammed). He would not and he could not talk to me at all, and his eyes was rolled bck to his head, I did see that. he was in Illinois Masonic Hospital and e was floating between 17 different hospitals and nursing homes and treated like trash. as a result of that; there were bruises, scars and holes poked in his legs I did not do that to my own son. that happened when he was suddenly in someone else’s place and care. he was not at my home when all of this happened to him.and not no one even talk to me about it; my son had to be put on life support and a feeding tube. I will never forget all of the pure hatred and hell them people put me and my kids through over the years, they blamed me since I was only a old baby girl and for grown people responsibilities.
them people they continues to insult my intelligence this is not my family. Well them people never did treated me like a family. The so-called parents blamed me for everthing that I didn’t do and she punishes me
for her misdeeds; everything my S***, she blames me since the time of birth and I was born innocent baby just like every other baby who were born as innocent. Then why did she blame me in the first place. I got blamed when I was an innocent baby and that isn’t my fault. Clara has pictures she never had anykind of love for me and the respect for me either. She always hated me for nothing I did to her and I never had anything to do with Clara from the beginning. She never even gave me the time for some strange and a strange reason and unexplained excuses the mother never supported me and wanted me in
finding a paid job for me, even when I always wanted to work while I was a youth and jobs for
the summer school break time. But everyone else had a paid job. Her excuse was her husband
income was too much but the program was for me and other kids who wanted summer paid
jobs. I had do without it while I was 13 years old. I sent my auntie on the father side a letter.
She wanted me to spend time with her I was not allowed to go. But when I graduated from
Calumet High School, I got picked on there too, and words and rumors spread around bullying
there. In June 1976, after I finished the school in less than 2 months. Next month after I finish
in July 1976; Carmella’s Sister name Clara called the house, I was a grown 20-year old woman,
she talked to mother. They wanted me and Ronald who was mentally ill to spend 2 weeks in
her home and I went with him, and she came to get us, but she didn’t take Patricia with her. It
should of been Ronald and Patricia. Not Me!

I was taken into a family where I didn’t belong. (But that’s so wrong!)
I don’t like the way I am still living. I am wondering how would anyone feel if people in your
family start teasing you and calling you some kind of names. You wouldn’t like it, the parents
will be so angry and mad at you and they didn’t tell me what was it about me that really made
them so angry. Them people always gossiping about me over the years. People don’t want to
listen to me. I felt like I was kidnapped in this damn family. I got a darn right to speak up and
explain and express myself this don’t feel like my family to me because they didn’t treat me
like a relative. I wasn’t wanted by them. They treated me very different from everybody else
in this family because I didn’t fit in and they treated me so darn hostile and so damn criminal.
I didn’t count or matter. I was only a mouth to feed and I was anything but a person to them
people. Them people always blamed me for grown up misdeeds and their behavior. I got hurt
by their misdeeds of grown up behavior. I had no business being around them people at all.
And is everything my Sh*t? No it was never my S***. Everybody focus on me and targets me.
I was taken to a family where I didn’t fit in. And as a result. I couldn’t adapt in the family any-
where. Not at the home and not at the school and not even on Jobs. Why nobody never took the time and talk or explain to me, I am a person also. I am not less than a person, couldn’t somebody said something. Said anything at all?

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