Archive for ‘bias hatred’

December 23, 2012

People Really Need To Understand That Child Abuse Do Happen To Innocent Children

We were at our grandmother’s home on the mother side of the family and I asked her for a glass of milk and she put an object it was a feen-o-ment pill in it and I looked under the glass and it was there, I told her I’m not going to drink that stuff, Now what if I had dranked that tanted milk, used the bathroom on myself in Nelson Barber’s car because of what Carmella Barber’s mother done, Nelson would have killed me because of what somebody else did to me, I WAS NOT SAFE IN THIS FAMILY, I gave that crap back to her; I am so glad I gave it back to the grandmother, Tyrone Barber tried to force sour kool aid that was unsweetened down my throat,he threatened to whoop me with a belt I told him if he don’t leave me alone I was going to tell Nelson and Muff on him. they spat in my face, they spat in my hair, they forced me to dye my hair brown and they forced me to wear brown wigs for several years, I was not going to dye my hair black because I wanted to be myself and then one day I used COPPER TONE TAN product on my skin trying to fit this damn cursed family and THIS FAMILY STILL REJECTS ME AND THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE AND THEY WILL NOT BACK OFF AT ALL AND THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER LEAVE MY CHILDREN ALONE AT ALL AND THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER BACK OFF BOTH OF MY CHILDREN AND THEY NEVER WANTED NONE OF MY CHILDREN IN THIS FAMILY FROM THE DAY I HAD MY KID THEY JUST SIMPLY DON’T WANT ME AND MY KIDS IN THIS DAMN FAMILY AT ALL AND HIDE BEHIND THE CHURCH.
I gotten hurt being played with like a toy and an object and they always did treated me like I AM AN ALBINO COCK ROACH AND A WHITE RAT and they treated my children like they are COCK ROACHES AND RATS TOO and Clara Pumphrey she really always did hate my gut as if I did something to her no I did not do a damn thing to her at all. and she got a set up on me she hates me really just that much and I really do wish she didn’t invite me in her house like that she soaked the chicken and the potatoes in an enormous amount of salt,Clara did that on purpose I did not eat that Shit it was poison. and several years later.before I left the hospital with my newborn babies somebody swiched breakfast food on me at the hospital, I ordered regular food but they switched the food to oatmeal on me and I did not order no oatmeal and something was put in the oatmeal I did not eat that I thought something may be wrong with the oatmeal;. somebody in this family didn’t want me with my babies at all.

September 20, 2012

THE CHILD ABUSE AGAINST ME IS NOT STOPPING AT ALL

I was never safe with these family people from the very beginning, all of them people are against me. they been that way towards me for several yearsl. 1 the people dehumanized me and they set me up for other people turning their backs on me 2 the so called mother isolated me from other people. 3 taken me out of my kindergarten class and I was not allowed to complete kindergarten. 4 they kept me nearly 3 years behind in school grade and I lost peers. 5 the man who denied me had guardianship over me and he really hated my guts and he didn’t have no love for me at all because I was nothing to him. 6 the so called mother she always blamed and fault me for everything that was wrong between her and her husband that is because she didn’t want me for her child I wasn’t their darling daughter to them I am an object not worth living that is very strange why all their venomous hatred against me?  7 The family people always did treat me like I am an outcast and an outsider, they never did treat me like a blood line relative no they did notl and they always treated both my children like an outcast and an outsider, they never did treat none of my children like a blood line relative at all and they don’t have albinism in their family at all,  some of the so call mother side people told me that, I DON’T LIKE THE FEELING , THEY CONTROLLED MY LIFE LIKE I AM AN ANIMAL AND THEY FOLLOW ME EVERYWHERE I MOVE AND RELOCATE TO AND THEY HUNT AND TRACK ME DOWN ON PURPOSE LIKE I AM AN ANIMAL,  I GOT A RIGHT TO LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO AND THEY VIOLATED ME ON PURPOSE AND OTHER FAMILY PEOPLE FOLLOWED AND THEY ALL JUMPED ALL OVER ME AND THEY DID ATTACKED MY CHILDREN TOO BEHIND MY BACK AND IF ANY ONE OF MY CHILDREN GO BACK TO ANOTHER HOSPITAL AND ANOTHER NURSING HOME THE PEOPLE WILL KILL HIM THAT IS JUST TO GET BACK AT ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS OF VIOLENT CRIMINAL CHILD ABUSE I SUFFERED FOR NOTHING I EVEN DID. ALL OF THIS BECAUSE Nelson and Carmella Barber took me home.  ALL EVERYBODY DID WAS TALKED ABOUT ME LIKE A DOG. Some of those people spat on me too and I should not have had to dye my hair brown and I should not have been forced to wear brown wigs for several years them people are trying to change my physical image they did not have no damn right to do that to me and they did try to change both my children physical images, I been called far too many ALBINO S AND WHITE BITCHES FOR FAR TOO MANY YEARS

August 8, 2012

THEY TOOK ME TO THE WRONG FAMILY,THEY TOYED WITH MY LIFE

I am wondering why did everybody deliberately forget the biology of a male and a female and all it took was a man to zip his pants down and a women to lift up her skirt and make a child and to not want the child and put every blame on a child is very wrong and criminal and have a baby and to not want the child is very wrong and all children need uncondictioal love and respect and a right to keep their personal dignity the way they have a right to and they took it all away from me from the very beginning of my life at the time I didn’t even know I was in the world in 1956 and why would a man deny a child is his anyway and why did the women who I thought was my mother turned on me too. and the siblings rejected me too. they stalked me on my telephone for several years and they always acted like I wasn’t apart of the family, they always looked very down on me and they treated  me like an outcast and an outsider and they are very ashamed of, the mother continues to isolate me from other like she always did and she never wanted me to work and earn my own money and money I don’t even have because of all violence and unprovoked abuses I been put througt for several years that is not no co-incident because it all began ever since I was small and I grew up being so afraid I also was vey shy and I became very withdrawn because of the worst than harsh abused and the social security number that I have did always caused me serious disadvantages and they still treat me like a child and they still keep following me every where I like I am not lying about and when the cowards scared me right out of Milwaukee, Wisconsin I fled Miss and I had ti keave and ended back in the parents house ,the mother told me I will never make the money Nelson make and I lost my supplemental income because my chldren are getting money from their father that is what she told me, I did not tell her that  because I always knew the social security did not bother a woman who like myself I was not married to my childrens father and I was not entitled to that income. and I didn’t tell her that is the reason why I lost my SSI, no I didn’t say that at all. because the was not the case and I applied for a medicaid card several times and I was told I was not able to get a card and I don’t work and I don’t have no kind of income and this family do not support me financially at all and they are not my guardian they are not supposed to be my guardian at all and they don’t supposed to be my children’s guardian at all it is very wrong and them people are very unreliable people. I DIDN’T NEED NO DAMN GUARDIAN THERE WAS NOT ANYTHING WRONG WITH ME AND I WAS NOT LACKING IN ANY INTELLIGENCE AT ALL, THEY DID THAT SHIT BECAUSE THEY REALLY HATED ME AND THE  FAMIILY PEOPLE TRIED TO TAKE MY CHILDREN AWAY FROM ME, THEY DIDN’T HAVE NO DAMN RIGHT TO STEAL MY CHILDREN I WAS NOT AN UNFIT MOTHER LIKE THE ONE I HAD. A GUARDIAN IS NOT NECESSARY IF THE CHILD IS NOT SEVERELY DISABLED,THEY DID THAT BECAUSE I GOT ALBINISM AND I AM NOT WANTED BY THIS FAMILY AT ALL. THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY THEY NEVER DID WANT ME IN THIS FAMILY AND THEY STILL DON’T WANT ME IN THEIR FAMILY, WELL I DID NOT TELL THEM TO TAKE ME TO THEIR FAMILY I DIDN’T TELL THEM PEOPLE TO TAKE ME HOME AND NOTHING WAS NOT MY S. THAT IS BS.

July 3, 2012

The Worst Nightmares I Lived Since My Childhood

 The worst night mares that I had in my life was being sabotaged by family members starting from the parents who denied me since the day I was born and I gotten hurt by a number of surprised, extreme hatred and too much fright and the villainous and bias hate crimes that was done to me for several years to the point to where the so called mother and father deliberately brain washed me and they both misled me from the very start and the mother, they pulled me out of school from my kindergarten class and I was shift off to 949 W Huron and I found myself on my need all bend over while a male was on me behind me and that was very inappropriate touching and that happened in the grandmother’s home and this happened when I was taken out of my kindergarten class room and I never got to complete kindergarten at all. and I was kept out of school until I returned back to school at age 7.5 years old and I had to start all over again and I was nearly 3 years behind in grade school and I got picked on and bullied in grade school and high school they set me up for nothing I did not even do to none of them people at all. I was taken to where people did drink and gotten drunk and leaving kids behind that was very wrong and very dangerous I was used by the adults all my whole entire life and they made me a family scapegoat and a people scapegoat too and they controlled my life and I was hurt by the offense and several life threatening situations and the gossip and the ambushment traps. they treated me like an outcast and an outsider.
I was born in a seriously dysfunctional family where some people with problems that need to be addressed and corrected even before I was born; this problem have gotten me into a world of trouble with some of them people and also I have been having problems from my grandmother’s former husband, John McCoy’s grandchildren from the McCoy family and his grandson Ralph James, his aunts are Rochelle Saymore and Lauraine Gordan, these people are not related to us by blood at all. I was a young adult age 20 when my grandmother told me about an incident at the time I was only just a 5 year old baby girl; my grandmother Carmella McCoy was babysitting me for my parents. Barbara McCoy James had several young babies of her own, including Ralph James, both women left the home there was only just babies neglected and left behind and there was no adult supervision of the babies and there was no one there at all. I was the oldest at that time, I didn’t know anything about it. there was a new born baby boy about a month old named Markham James, The McCoy people keep blaming me for all of the adult responsibiities. the child was jumped all over and as a result the child died.
everybody said why didn’t Charlene stop everybody from jumping all over him at that time. They are still rentlessly angry at me for this. Those two women left the home to get a drink they were gone for long hours. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I at all, It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I. It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone.
We were at our grandmother’s home on the mother side of the family and I asked her for a glass of milk and she put an object it was a feen-o-ment pill in it and I looked under the glass and it was there, I told her I’m not going to drink that stuff, I gave it back to the grandmother, Tyrone Barber tried to force sour kool aid that was unsweetened down my throat,he threatened to whoop me with a belt I told him if he don’t leave me alone I was going to tell Nelson and Muff on him. they spat in my face, they spat in my hair, they forced me to dye my hair brown and they forced me to wear brown wigs for several years, I was not going to dye my hair black because I wanted to be myself and then one day I used COPPER TONE TAN product on my skin trying to fit this damn cursed family and THIS FAMILY STILL REJECTS ME AND THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE AND THEY WILL NOT BACK OFF AT ALL AND THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER LEAVE MY CHILDREN ALONE AT ALL AND THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER BACK OFF BOTH OF MY CHILDREN AND THEY NEVER WANTED NONE OF MY CHILDREN IN THIS FAMILY FROM THE DAY I HAD MY KID THEY JUST SIMPLY DON’T WANT ME AND MY KIDS IN THIS DAMN FAMILY AT ALL AND HIDE BEHIND THE CHURCH.
I gotten hurt being played with like a toy and an object and they always did treated me like I AM AN ALBINO COCK ROACH AND A WHITE RAT and they treated my children like they are COCK ROACHES AND RATS TOO and Clara Pumphrey she really always did hate my gut as if I did something to her no I did not do a damn thing to her at all. and she got a set up on me she hates me really just that much and I really do wish she didn’t invite me in her house like that she soaked the chicken and the potatoes in an enormous amount of salt,Clara did that on purpose I did not eat that Shit it was poison. and several years later.before I left the hospital with my newborn babies somebody swiched breakfast food on me at the hospital, I ordered regular food but they switched the food to oatmeal on me and I did not order no oatmeal and something was put in the oatmeal I did not eat that I thought something may be wrong with the oatmeal;. somebody in this family didn’t want me with my babies at all.

July 2, 2012

The Child Abuse I Suffered and PTSD Is Still There

I been abused so badly they made me have very bad nerves and I NEARLY HAD A NERVOUS BREAK DOWN BECAUSE OF, ALL THE ABUSE I BEEN THROUGH ON PURPOSE AND IT IS VERY DELIBERATE FOR NOTHING I EVEN DID TO ANYBODY IN THE FAMILY AND I DID SUFFER IN SILENCE FOR MANY YEARS AND I DID SUFFER IN SILENCE FOR DECADES AND I FEEL LIKE A HOSTAGE LIKE THAT.AND I CAN GET EASILY STARTLED BECAUSE OF IT.

May 3, 2012

I AM A PERSON WITH FEELINGS I AM NOT A THING AND I AM NOT A TOY

I am really tired of this family criminally manipulating me. my whole entire life they always controlled me to the point to where they dictated to me how to live what to do and what I cannot do. THEY POLKED THEIR NOSES IN MY BED ROOM and THEY TREATED ME LIKE A CHILD and I did have serious trouble finding a decent paid career with good benefits and vacation time with pay and when an outside person tried to help me get a good paid office job, I was suddenly let go on the same day I started and I could have made a few friends. I was put out of work on purpose,  I been sabotaged again. LOOK AT THE MEDICAL SCHOOL I WENT TO THAT GOT SABOTAGED TOO. I CAN’T SUPPORT MYSELF AND THIS FAMILY DON’T CARE IF I LIVE OR DIE BECAUSE THEY DON’T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME AT ALL, WELL THEY DON’T WANT ME TO WORK AND EARN MY OWN MONEY  THE WAY I GOT A RIGHT AND ILLINOIS STATE WILL NOT EVEN GIVE ME NO MEDICAL CARD SO  I CAN’T  PAY MY DOCTOR BILLS, THE EYE DOCTOR AND I NEED A NEW PAIR OF EYE GLASSES .AND  I NEED DENTAL HELP AND NOT ONE PERSON WILL NOT EVEN HELP ME AT ALL.  ALL THEM PEOPLE PUT ME AT A REAL FINANCIAL DISADVANTAGE,  I CAN’T RELY ON NONE OF THEM PEOPLE. THEY DIDN’T ACCEPT ME IN THE FAMILY. I WAS ONLY JUST ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED JUST LIKE AN ANIMAL. September 1976, I didn’t obtain a job, they put me out of the home on the streets of Chicago Illinois and I went to the grandmother’s home.she took me in and told me Charlene at least you are not out of doors and I called the so-called parents home on Thanksgiving day 1976 the grandmother got oo her daughter’s case because her husband was talking smack and I can come back to a dangerously hostile home enviroment, if I just sit down and keep my mouth shut and was dangerous and very disrespectul I was a 20 year old young adult women and I had a right to speak my opinion without getting hurt or killed by them parents and anybody else in that. the mother’s mother told me don’t go back there.she did take the telephone and got on the mother’s case because of how they treated me that was very wrong and very dangerous  some of them mothers do turn a blind eye when it comes to their man.   Patricia Barber Metcalf she never did accept me for her sister at all. she made her father pick up a broom stick in my face, he damn near slammed the broom stick in my face and he told me to take off my eye glasses, I was nearly scared to death and he didn’t ask me no questions no he didn’t give me a chance to explain anything; he was always irritated with me because of Me being the white man’s child. that was not my fault. (HE TOLD ME NEXT TIME I WILL KNOCK YOU BLACK) them people always stayed really angry with me for things that was not my fault and THE WOMEN WHO SUPPOSE TO BE A MOTHER TO ME, SHE TOOK ME OUT OF KINDERGARTEN CLASS AND I DIDN’T GET A CHANCE TO FINISH AND COMPLETE.AND I WAS NOT IN NO HOSPITAL, i didn’t need to be isolated away from school and peer socialization that was not fair to me at all it was very wrong from the start. and I was not allowed to attend until I was age 7½ years old and age 10 I was put in a 3rd grade classroom and then they made me repeat the 3rd grade class that put me behind even much further in school, she didn’t want me to learn absolutely not a damn thing, just be a  dumb ass because I wasn’t nothing to her no way. I can never talk to her and I could never tell her any thing at all and when I only asked her to take my name off of her home she said I was getting her into me and Patricia’s S***I was not told any details about the home at all and I don’t want nothing to do with nothing she got at all and she never showed me no document of that with my name on that house and she said she was not going to take my name off of the home I will stay out of that altogether because I was not treated like a family at all.

I know this family is not my family I was in a first time home buyers program. I had a right to purchase my own home. Don’t shoot me like an albino animal.   Why didn’t that B-witch leave me behind and why don’t them people just leave me the HELL ALONE. them people hurt me really bad they did put me through far to many changes for nothing that I done and the mother didn’t do nothing when all of those students were picking on me at the high school and when I wanted to transfer to another high school.she acted like she had no concern and no time to deal with me and I had left the high school because I got tired of them students picking on me and bullying.  I was being abused at the home and I was being picked on and bullied at school, a child can not learn too good like that under those hostile condictions, that was not no co-incident they just didn’t want me to make it thats all. I am not no animal and I am not an object without any intelligence. I am a person also, a woman who never wanted me for her child, she was not supposed to take me to that darn family like I was an animal  just to use me and throw me away like trash. Patricia Barber Metcalf called me to ask me in the fall 1994, she asked me  about my personal home and suddenly in January 1995, Graffiti has been written all over my garage. I was always a shy and a quiet, I never bother no damn body I was not the trouble maker in this family and the people REALLY HATED MY GUTS FOR NOTHING BECAUSE I WAS NOTHING TO THIS DAMN FAMILY AT ALL, They didn’t want me in their family, they never accepted me in their family at all. THEY NEVER HAD NO KIND OF LOVE FOR ME AND THAT IS FOR NOTHING I DID NOT DO TO NONE OF THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL. AND I DID NOT HAVE NO KIND OF PEOPLE SUPPORT FROM THIS FAMILY AT ALL. ALL I GOT WAS PURE HATRED WITH ALL KINDS OF HATE CRIMES DID TO ME FOR NOTHING I DID NOT EVEN DO TO ANY OF THEM PEOPLE AT ALL, THAT WAS BECAUSE I WAS NOT WANTED AND I AN STILL NOT WANTED IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL.  I REALLY REALLY DO HATE THAT I WAS TAKEN TO THE WRONG FAMILY, I DID NOT HAVE NO POWER AND I DID NOT HAVE NO CONTROL JUST LIKE ALL OTHER INNOCENT BABIES. I REALLY DO REGRET BEING TAKEN THERE AND I REALLY WISH THEY HAD LEFT ME BEHIND AND JUST LET ALONE SO THAT I CAN HAVE ME A GOOD FUTURE WITHOUT being rejected,denied,unwanted,refused,hated for things I did not even do to no one at all and I should not had been used, blamed,punished abushed and bullied and punished with vigilante style BSL.it was criminal.dangerous and it is very wrong from the very beginning and from the start. YOU DON’T JUST HURT PEOPLE FOR NOTHING THEY DIDN’T DO TO YOU AND YOU DON’T GIVE THEM NO CHANCE TO EVEN DEFEND THEMSELVES, YOU ARE VERY WRONG DOING THAT BS.IT IS WRONGL.  They set a halloween day on me October 31, 1994; a move in date. This is punishment on me too.  THEY BEEN USING  NUMBER 7s and 13s on me for several years because they are really very hateful and hostile against me and towards me for nothing I done to none of them people and I could not live in this family without all of that hatred against me for nothing I did.

All this because I was taken in the wrong family, them people are superstitious to the core.

There were several fires set on the home a mover date that was on holloween day. And they been using labels and tracking numbers on me and they was putting labels on my kids too and they also put tracking numbers on my children too. I don’t know what these people in the family think   I am and what I am made of.

Hey people don’t forget the woman who supposed to be the mother took me out of kindergarten;  I didn’t get a chance to finish kindergarten school level at all.  Why would a Black mother take her child out of school? What to hide the child, to hide me, I think so. Black people have fought and died for their rights and their children rights to attend school and to get an equal education.

When I was taken out of school. I was put several years behind in school and I got picked on too. (targeted) That was very deliberate.  Even though I always minded my very own business while I tried to work a very low paid job some years ago ,and I never did bother anybody there some people did start trouble by harassing me and they did pose a serious safety threat for nothing I done and for nothing I did not even say about any of them at all, I am not like that. know I don’t think I can never work out side of my home because of the reputational damages this family caused me for nothing I did not do to none of them people.

April 27, 2012

They turned me from sugar to S***

I know that Carmella Barber and Nelson really never wanted me for their child and the family people all feel the very same way towards me too, All everybody did was just used me them people never had no kind of respect for me at all and  their mother  took to Diane and Patricia and she always hated me for thing that she always did to me , she did pull me out of my kindergarten class and I really needed that socialization with other children and I was not no antisocial person at all. and she was always very close to Diane and very close to Patricia and Patricia Metcalf Barber really always hated me from the start and she never did accept me as her sister at all and she always did think that I am lacking in intelligence; and they also do criminal things behind my back all they do is pick on me a do a bunch of criminal coward act right behind my back and they all do criminal acts to my children for nothing they did not do, HEY PEOPLE BUT FIRST I WAS DENIED AS THEIR CHILD AT BIRTH AND THE MAN TURNED HIS BACK ON ME AND THEM PEOPLE NEVER SAW ME AS THEIR DARLING DAUGHTER INSTEAD I WAS AN OBJECT, ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED AND A CRUMB SNATCHER.AND I WAS ALWAYS AN UNWANTED CHILD EVER SINCE BIRTH, THAT IS NOT MY FAULT IT IS VERY CRUEL AND IT IS VERY CRIMINAL AND I DID NOT ASK TO GET HERE IN THIS FAMILY IT IS VERY WRONG  FOR HER WHEN SHE DID NOT WANT ME TO ISOLATE ME IT IS VERY WRONG.

A woman who never did wanted me taken me home to a complete hell hole. She didn’t have

no love for me at all. If somebody keeps asking you about a ‘Life Insurance Policy’, what do

you think? They are getting at and they keep asking you that question. Do you got any life

insurance, but they did asked me that question and the person who always asked me that

question and this is the same person who always had a serious conflict or personal vendetta against

me and I know that you didn’t do nothing to that person. THEM PEOPLE NEVER DID ACCEPT ME IN THE FAMILY , You had a lot of trouble with

the family members and they never even liked you at all and when I had my children also,

the same person did asked if I had a life insurance policy for my children too. And yours later

on of my children. My son mysteriously gotten away from a nursing home, and he was badly

abused and criminally manhandled, he was not eating or drinking at all. His life was in danger

he was on a life support machine and he was in diapers just like a baby. My son could not eat, he could not talk and he could not even walk and he could not even write his own name and I really wonder do anybody have a guardianship over me right behind my back and the person won’t tell me, they are treating like an animal and do anybody have a guardianship on my children and behind my back and they are doing that on purpose and it is very wrong and deliverately, did somebody marry me off behind my back just to get the money they are very wrong for doing me like that and then they all did laught at me. and they did that to my children too. they are all very wrong for that.

October 7, 2010

AnExcuse To Blame and Punish A Small Child

A Small Child Blamed
They punished me over decades

Dear Your Honor
Please allow me to explain it,
I was born in a seriously dysfunctional family where some people with personal problems that need to be addressed and corrected even before I was born; this problem have gotten me into a world of trouble with some of them people and also I have been having problems from my grandmother’s former husband John McCoy’s grandchildren from the McCoy family and his grandson Ralph James; and Rochelle Saymore and Lauraine Gordan are Ralph James aunts these people are not related to us by blood at all
I was a young adult,age 20 when my grandmother told me about an incident at the time I was only just a 5year old baby girl unable to defend myself; my grandmother Carmella McCoy was baby sitting me for my parents.
Barbara McCoy James had several young babies of her own,including Ralph James, both women left the home there was only just babies neglected and left behind and there was no adult supervision of the babies and there was no one there at all. I was the oldest at that time; I didn’t know anything about it, there was a new born baby boy about a month old named :Markham James, the McCoy family keep blaming me for all of the adult responsibilities; The child was jumped all over and as a result the child died, everybody said why didn’t Charlene stop everybody from jumping all over him at the time. They are still relentlessly angry at me for this. Those two women left the home to get a drink,and they were gone for long hours. I am really tired of paying for something that was not my fault from the beginning. That was the adult responsibility and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this. This is not fair to my family and I at all. It is very dangerous to leave children unsupervised and home alone. Also I want to make another point, July 11 the summer of 1967, I was only just 11 years old while I was playing with friends in the neighbor a husky boy ran up to me and he hit me in my face with his fist and gave me a nose bleeding, I was wearing eye glasses and if he broke my glasses he would have put my eyes out. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME?
Because of this I am now at a personal lost and is deliverately being financially disadvantaged and where I am living I am having trouble getting a medicaid card of any kind, and I also feel that when I try to get a job, I have problem either I don’t hear from a company or I am suddenly let go and on a short notice and also in 2006 I had a cargiver job and in July 2006 the IRS sent me a notice informing me that someone filed a 1040 form ending December 31-2001 bearing my social security number on it and they picked up my children on the form and they was the head of household and I did not do that to myself. Even though the McCoy family have pictures of us,it make me really wonder what do they keep the pictures for. I personally do appreciate it that they let the photos go and just forget about me and my children and not target and focus on me and my family any more, I am a person too and I don’t have to be one or any of then and I know I am right and I am wondering are Ralph H James and his people going to keep tracking me down like that in that manner? I really do want to be left alone. I really want to know why some of them people don’t want me to go on with my own personal life like I have a right to and why them people don’t want my children to live and go on with their own personal life that they do have a right to live and to be treated like people because that is what they are, they are not objects. I am wondering If I can ever recover from all of this and If I ever buy a new home will somebody destroy my new home again? sometimes I really do wonder that. and also I am wondering If I can ever work on my own personal identity, get paid to work and not be bothered by a safety threat. I am very bothered by that.

I was also abused as a child too and no one don’t even care how I was treated while I was in someone else’s home. I was teased called names and yelled at too. When I asked for a glass of milk, someone put a feeno mint pill in it, I refused to accept it and sometime they would give me beer. When I asked for a glass of water, I was used and targeted for a family scapegoat and everthing that is wrong with this family is all my fault. I was called albino and the white B-word by some of them people. When we were kids Clara taken pictures of us. And the McCoy family have photos of us too I really do feel very bad about the situation. Clara Pumphrey is the aunt who never had no love for me at all and I didn’t do nothing to her; I will just leave her alone altogether, because when I called her to ask to talk with Patsy – Susan Reddings, because I thought maybe by Patsy who worked in the U.S. post office could help me on getting my mail back to normal. But instead Clara gotten very nasty and ballistic, she is always blaming things on me too, she never was anykind of help to me because she always hated me, so she hung up the phone on me and she called back right away I told her I will not bother her anymore and I hung up on her. I only wanted her to call Patsy and give her my phone number so she can call me herself and I was not wrong at all. I already know some people in this family never wanted me with nothing no way. I lost what little I had and my home I was buying with a 30-year mortgage I was there for only 1 years and 10 months a 4 bed room home, in a neighborhood where I didn’t know anyone and I did mind my own business there too.
I been put through several years of just being sabotaged on purpose by several people who personally hated my guts. I am really hurt by all of that kind of hostile treatment against me and against my kids. my children are disabled and I have my own health issues too and we do not need no more unfair criminal abuse from anyone and we just want to be let alone. we want to be treated like people just like everyone else is and I do have my rights to my very own personal privacy like everyone else do and I really do wish that people just respect me and my children’s personal privacy and stop using me and my children like that.
How can I just get them people off of my back and get them out of my hair? I want to get my life back and I want to get my personal freedom back, my family and I really do need some help. Is there anyone out there willing and is able to help us, please?
I don’t understand why she is so full of hatred against me and against my children who never did nothing to her. I just don’t understand that. everyone thinks she is so jealous and is very controlling. Her son is no longer here because he has committed suicide. I didn’t have nothing to do with that. I really wonder that do she really got something against me, who ever have something against me, I have a right to know what it is. I am a person just like everybody else is. Not different from the rest.
I still have not forgotten in the summer of 1971, I was a very decent young lady, while we were visiting a relative Clara ask me Charlene are you going to bend over and let somebody get it so you can have a baby that look just like you, something about that made me feel very uneasy and September 16-1972 someone tried to sexually assault me while I was on my way going to high school and this was in the broad day light.about 10am in the morning time.
Ralph James and his brothers were taken away from their mother and placed in foster care untill 18 years of age, my family and I never had anything to do them, and we did not know where they lived but one day Ralph James suddenly showed up at our home while I was living at home with my parents and he never said what he really wanted.

I was pretty much close to home, and I did graduate from high school.that year 1976, and 3 of us was still living at home and suddenly one day Clara the aunt called our parents for only me and my brother who is mentally ill to spend 2 weeks in her home, I never knew what she really wanted me for; she only talked to my parent. not me and I was an adult age 20 years and after I was there she asked me Charlene don’t you feel sorry for yourself, I told her no I don’t feel sorry for myself, she kept picking on me I could see that and she did ask me in front of a women neighbor do you think I am better than your parents, and do you like me better than your mother and father? and when I didn’t give her the right answer that she wanted to hear she did turn on me, she was very angry and she started picking a nasty fight with me in her house.she argued and she said she was going to beat my ass and she tried to hit me in my face and she told me what I need was a big black private, her son at the time came out of his bedroom and taken me to his bedroom untill the coast was clear it was summer time,dark outside and it was raining, and I left out her front door and I never went back again, we were out of there in 3 days.
I am wondering how can I get te help and support I really need because I can not go it alone.
Please help me out somebody.

My children and I have been personally hurt and injured and I don’t want anyone to think I am anti social because I am not like that and I can’t take that no more than anyone else can.
I am tired of this use and abuse crap altogether.I have been criminally abused, followed and harrassed by them over the decade, and I really want to know what all is so wrong with me in the first place. that justified this kind of hostile hatered against me and against my children?. Child welfare people suddenly showed up at my door, this
happened nearly a dozen years between 1990 through 2002. 1990 – First time, 1997 – Again, 2002 – Repeatedly. And between that time, this is not no co-incident, someone must know too much about me and somebody don’t like me personally; and they also don’t want me to have my own kids; it is jealousy and vendetta; these are the same people who have been targetting me and focusing on me for a dangerous excuse just to get back at me and hurt my kids who didn’t do nothing to them people. I know what I am talking about, my children never did need any protection away from me. I was the one who really need the protection away from them people and over the years and decades; these are the same people in the family who has deprived me over the years, and they never wanted me to have nothing no way. they are all in my way, I am not in their way, no I am not. well I didn’t do this to myself, nobody is going to hurt themselves no kind of way. I don’t hate myself like that, no I don’t. But, I am very tired of people thinking that what is wrong with me and everthing else is my fault, (otherwise blamed) that is too petty and this is downright uncivilized and that’s too much to put on me. That makes me wonder how long is this going to go on, it has been far more than my lifetime over. I been robbed of my childhood and my kids were robbed of their own childhood too, because people were taking unfair advantages of me first and they are treating my kids the same way too. I had to pull my children from a day program for their safety. Some of them people act like they own me like a possession and they really do make me feel I am really being hijacked (under somebody’s control), then why won’t they just leave me alone and leave my kids alone? That is not right. When my son Alexander was in Warren Park, he mysteriously gotten away from there on July 28, 2008, and ended up in a hospital and he was not looking so good at all. He was not eating, not drinking any fluids, his teeth was clenched (jaws is jammed). He would not talk to me at all, and his eyes was rolled back to his head. I did see that, he was in Illinois Masonic Hospital and he was in several hospitals as a result of that are there were bruises, scars and holes poked in his legs, I didn’t do that my own son, that happened when he was suddenly in somebody else place and care. (Hospital and Nursing Home) he was not at home when this occurred to him and not no one didn’t even talk to me, he had to be put on life support and a feeding tube. I will never ever forget that all the pure hatred and hell that people put me and my kids through over the years, they blamed me since I was only a 5 year old baby girl and for grown people responsbilities? I do know my children and I can’t even get a break from any of this abuse and I am very concerned for our safety.
I really hate to bother you guys with this but I been put through a great deal of hurt and sorrow and they nearly did cost me a nervous break as a result of this kind of trauma I am trying to be as strong as possible because I have both of my children Alexander and Vincent to think about and my husband to think about too, although I have been somewhat secluded from out side, I am not an antisocial person at all, and again I did not mean any harm by just comfiding in someone.
sincerely
Charlene

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