We were at our grandmother’s home on the mother side of the family and I asked her for a glass of milk and she put an object it was a feen-o-ment pill in it and I looked under the glass and it was there, I told her I’m not going to drink that stuff, Now what if I had dranked that tanted milk, used the bathroom on myself in Nelson Barber’s car because of what Carmella Barber’s mother done, Nelson would have killed me because of what somebody else did to me, I WAS NOT SAFE IN THIS FAMILY, I gave that crap back to her; I am so glad I gave it back to the grandmother, Tyrone Barber tried to force sour kool aid that was unsweetened down my throat,he threatened to whoop me with a belt I told him if he don’t leave me alone I was going to tell Nelson and Muff on him. they spat in my face, they spat in my hair, they forced me to dye my hair brown and they forced me to wear brown wigs for several years, I was not going to dye my hair black because I wanted to be myself and then one day I used COPPER TONE TAN product on my skin trying to fit this damn cursed family and THIS FAMILY STILL REJECTS ME AND THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE AND THEY WILL NOT BACK OFF AT ALL AND THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER LEAVE MY CHILDREN ALONE AT ALL AND THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER BACK OFF BOTH OF MY CHILDREN AND THEY NEVER WANTED NONE OF MY CHILDREN IN THIS FAMILY FROM THE DAY I HAD MY KID THEY JUST SIMPLY DON’T WANT ME AND MY KIDS IN THIS DAMN FAMILY AT ALL AND HIDE BEHIND THE CHURCH.
I gotten hurt being played with like a toy and an object and they always did treated me like I AM AN ALBINO COCK ROACH AND A WHITE RAT and they treated my children like they are COCK ROACHES AND RATS TOO and Clara Pumphrey she really always did hate my gut as if I did something to her no I did not do a damn thing to her at all. and she got a set up on me she hates me really just that much and I really do wish she didn’t invite me in her house like that she soaked the chicken and the potatoes in an enormous amount of salt,Clara did that on purpose I did not eat that Shit it was poison. and several years later.before I left the hospital with my newborn babies somebody swiched breakfast food on me at the hospital, I ordered regular food but they switched the food to oatmeal on me and I did not order no oatmeal and something was put in the oatmeal I did not eat that I thought something may be wrong with the oatmeal;. somebody in this family didn’t want me with my babies at all.
THEY TOOK ME TO THE WRONG FAMILY,THEY TOYED WITH MY LIFE
I am wondering why did everybody deliberately forget the biology of a male and a female and all it took was a man to zip his pants down and a women to lift up her skirt and make a child and to not want the child and put every blame on a child is very wrong and criminal and have a baby and to not want the child is very wrong and all children need uncondictioal love and respect and a right to keep their personal dignity the way they have a right to and they took it all away from me from the very beginning of my life at the time I didn’t even know I was in the world in 1956 and why would a man deny a child is his anyway and why did the women who I thought was my mother turned on me too. and the siblings rejected me too. they stalked me on my telephone for several years and they always acted like I wasn’t apart of the family, they always looked very down on me and they treated me like an outcast and an outsider and they are very ashamed of, the mother continues to isolate me from other like she always did and she never wanted me to work and earn my own money and money I don’t even have because of all violence and unprovoked abuses I been put througt for several years that is not no co-incident because it all began ever since I was small and I grew up being so afraid I also was vey shy and I became very withdrawn because of the worst than harsh abused and the social security number that I have did always caused me serious disadvantages and they still treat me like a child and they still keep following me every where I like I am not lying about and when the cowards scared me right out of Milwaukee, Wisconsin I fled Miss and I had ti keave and ended back in the parents house ,the mother told me I will never make the money Nelson make and I lost my supplemental income because my chldren are getting money from their father that is what she told me, I did not tell her that because I always knew the social security did not bother a woman who like myself I was not married to my childrens father and I was not entitled to that income. and I didn’t tell her that is the reason why I lost my SSI, no I didn’t say that at all. because the was not the case and I applied for a medicaid card several times and I was told I was not able to get a card and I don’t work and I don’t have no kind of income and this family do not support me financially at all and they are not my guardian they are not supposed to be my guardian at all and they don’t supposed to be my children’s guardian at all it is very wrong and them people are very unreliable people. I DIDN’T NEED NO DAMN GUARDIAN THERE WAS NOT ANYTHING WRONG WITH ME AND I WAS NOT LACKING IN ANY INTELLIGENCE AT ALL, THEY DID THAT SHIT BECAUSE THEY REALLY HATED ME AND THE FAMIILY PEOPLE TRIED TO TAKE MY CHILDREN AWAY FROM ME, THEY DIDN’T HAVE NO DAMN RIGHT TO STEAL MY CHILDREN I WAS NOT AN UNFIT MOTHER LIKE THE ONE I HAD. A GUARDIAN IS NOT NECESSARY IF THE CHILD IS NOT SEVERELY DISABLED,THEY DID THAT BECAUSE I GOT ALBINISM AND I AM NOT WANTED BY THIS FAMILY AT ALL. THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY THEY NEVER DID WANT ME IN THIS FAMILY AND THEY STILL DON’T WANT ME IN THEIR FAMILY, WELL I DID NOT TELL THEM TO TAKE ME TO THEIR FAMILY I DIDN’T TELL THEM PEOPLE TO TAKE ME HOME AND NOTHING WAS NOT MY S. THAT IS BS.
The Worst Nightmares I Lived Since My Childhood
The worst night mares that I had in my life was being sabotaged by family members starting from the parents who denied me since the day I was born and I gotten hurt by a number of surprised, extreme hatred and too much fright and the villainous and bias hate crimes that was done to me for several years to the point to where the so called mother and father deliberately brain washed me and they both misled me from the very start and the mother, they pulled me out of school from my kindergarten class and I was shift off to 949 W Huron and I found myself on my need all bend over while a male was on me behind me and that was very inappropriate touching and that happened in the grandmother’s home and this happened when I was taken out of my kindergarten class room and I never got to complete kindergarten at all. and I was kept out of school until I returned back to school at age 7.5 years old and I had to start all over again and I was nearly 3 years behind in grade school and I got picked on and bullied in grade school and high school they set me up for nothing I did not even do to none of them people at all. I was taken to where people did drink and gotten drunk and leaving kids behind that was very wrong and very dangerous I was used by the adults all my whole entire life and they made me a family scapegoat and a people scapegoat too and they controlled my life and I was hurt by the offense and several life threatening situations and the gossip and the ambushment traps. they treated me like an outcast and an outsider.
I was born in a seriously dysfunctional family where some people with problems that need to be addressed and corrected even before I was born; this problem have gotten me into a world of trouble with some of them people and also I have been having problems from my grandmother’s former husband, John McCoy’s grandchildren from the McCoy family and his grandson Ralph James, his aunts are Rochelle Saymore and Lauraine Gordan, these people are not related to us by blood at all. I was a young adult age 20 when my grandmother told me about an incident at the time I was only just a 5 year old baby girl; my grandmother Carmella McCoy was babysitting me for my parents. Barbara McCoy James had several young babies of her own, including Ralph James, both women left the home there was only just babies neglected and left behind and there was no adult supervision of the babies and there was no one there at all. I was the oldest at that time, I didn’t know anything about it. there was a new born baby boy about a month old named Markham James, The McCoy people keep blaming me for all of the adult responsibiities. the child was jumped all over and as a result the child died.
everybody said why didn’t Charlene stop everybody from jumping all over him at that time. They are still rentlessly angry at me for this. Those two women left the home to get a drink they were gone for long hours. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I at all, It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone. I am really tire of paying for something that was not my fault from the begining. that was the adult responsibilities and I am wondering why do they keep blaming me for this; this is not fair to my family and I. It is very to dangerous to leave small children unsupervised and home alone.
We were at our grandmother’s home on the mother side of the family and I asked her for a glass of milk and she put an object it was a feen-o-ment pill in it and I looked under the glass and it was there, I told her I’m not going to drink that stuff, I gave it back to the grandmother, Tyrone Barber tried to force sour kool aid that was unsweetened down my throat,he threatened to whoop me with a belt I told him if he don’t leave me alone I was going to tell Nelson and Muff on him. they spat in my face, they spat in my hair, they forced me to dye my hair brown and they forced me to wear brown wigs for several years, I was not going to dye my hair black because I wanted to be myself and then one day I used COPPER TONE TAN product on my skin trying to fit this damn cursed family and THIS FAMILY STILL REJECTS ME AND THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE AND THEY WILL NOT BACK OFF AT ALL AND THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER LEAVE MY CHILDREN ALONE AT ALL AND THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY WILL NEVER BACK OFF BOTH OF MY CHILDREN AND THEY NEVER WANTED NONE OF MY CHILDREN IN THIS FAMILY FROM THE DAY I HAD MY KID THEY JUST SIMPLY DON’T WANT ME AND MY KIDS IN THIS DAMN FAMILY AT ALL AND HIDE BEHIND THE CHURCH.
I gotten hurt being played with like a toy and an object and they always did treated me like I AM AN ALBINO COCK ROACH AND A WHITE RAT and they treated my children like they are COCK ROACHES AND RATS TOO and Clara Pumphrey she really always did hate my gut as if I did something to her no I did not do a damn thing to her at all. and she got a set up on me she hates me really just that much and I really do wish she didn’t invite me in her house like that she soaked the chicken and the potatoes in an enormous amount of salt,Clara did that on purpose I did not eat that Shit it was poison. and several years later.before I left the hospital with my newborn babies somebody swiched breakfast food on me at the hospital, I ordered regular food but they switched the food to oatmeal on me and I did not order no oatmeal and something was put in the oatmeal I did not eat that I thought something may be wrong with the oatmeal;. somebody in this family didn’t want me with my babies at all.
The Child Abuse I Suffered and PTSD Is Still There
I been abused so badly they made me have very bad nerves and I NEARLY HAD A NERVOUS BREAK DOWN BECAUSE OF, ALL THE ABUSE I BEEN THROUGH ON PURPOSE AND IT IS VERY DELIBERATE FOR NOTHING I EVEN DID TO ANYBODY IN THE FAMILY AND I DID SUFFER IN SILENCE FOR MANY YEARS AND I DID SUFFER IN SILENCE FOR DECADES AND I FEEL LIKE A HOSTAGE LIKE THAT.AND I CAN GET EASILY STARTLED BECAUSE OF IT.
All I Got Was Everlasting Ass Hoe Treatment
They interrupted my stay in kindergarten class, I ended up around grown adults in an unhealthy enviroment when I should have been in school with other children because I really did need that socialization like all other children, I didn’t deserve to be isolated it was wrong.
I am wondering how many parents don’t want their childern to go to school. especially in nursery and kindergarten elementary school to interact with their peer group and to get that socialization children really need, no child deserves to be criminally isolated it is very wrong from the start to do any child like that and especially for a Black American child and any other minority child and all walks of life as well and Black minorities have to fight for their civil rights to attend school and why would a mother, especially a Black American mother take her child from a kindergarten class and the child don’t have no medical problems and not hospitalized ,why would you do that to the child,TAKE THEM AWAY FOR THAT SOCIALIZATION? I THINK IT IS STRANGE. DON’T YOU ALL. Look what happened to me and what about the plan to keep a child out of school and the child return nearly 3 years later and a plan to make the child repeat the same damn grade for 2 years in a row for example; grade 3rd age 10,
grade 4th age 12
grade 5th age 14
grade 6th age 16
grade 7th age 18
grade 8th age 20
grade 9th age 22
grade 10th age 24
grade 11th age26
grade 12th age 28 and I DID GRADUATE ABOUT ON TIME i AM SO GLAD IT DIDN’T HAPPEN TO ME LIKE THAT IN THE WRONG AND CRIMINAL WAY YOU JUST DON’T HOLD A CHILD BACK LIKE THAT, I did learn about me being held back clean untill I got out of school at age 28 years of age and it was very wrong. HOW DO YOU DO THAT . I AM SO GLAD THAT THE PERSON DIDN’T GET AWAY WITH THAT. YOU DON’T MESS UP YOUR CHILDS EDUCATION, HELP THEM OUT SO THAT THEY CAN HAVE A GOOD FUTURE AND A DECENT LIFE TOO. IT IS ONLY RIGHT AND FAIR TO THE LETTER. They didn’t want me with no kind of future. I can tell. I can see that. I’M NOT A DUMB BELL. GIVE ME A BREAK! I AM A PERSON TOO.
I AM A PERSON WITH FEELINGS I AM NOT A THING AND I AM NOT A TOY
I am really tired of this family criminally manipulating me. my whole entire life they always controlled me to the point to where they dictated to me how to live what to do and what I cannot do. THEY POLKED THEIR NOSES IN MY BED ROOM and THEY TREATED ME LIKE A CHILD and I did have serious trouble finding a decent paid career with good benefits and vacation time with pay and when an outside person tried to help me get a good paid office job, I was suddenly let go on the same day I started and I could have made a few friends. I was put out of work on purpose, I been sabotaged again. LOOK AT THE MEDICAL SCHOOL I WENT TO THAT GOT SABOTAGED TOO. I CAN’T SUPPORT MYSELF AND THIS FAMILY DON’T CARE IF I LIVE OR DIE BECAUSE THEY DON’T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME AT ALL, WELL THEY DON’T WANT ME TO WORK AND EARN MY OWN MONEY THE WAY I GOT A RIGHT AND ILLINOIS STATE WILL NOT EVEN GIVE ME NO MEDICAL CARD SO I CAN’T PAY MY DOCTOR BILLS, THE EYE DOCTOR AND I NEED A NEW PAIR OF EYE GLASSES .AND I NEED DENTAL HELP AND NOT ONE PERSON WILL NOT EVEN HELP ME AT ALL. ALL THEM PEOPLE PUT ME AT A REAL FINANCIAL DISADVANTAGE, I CAN’T RELY ON NONE OF THEM PEOPLE. THEY DIDN’T ACCEPT ME IN THE FAMILY. I WAS ONLY JUST ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED JUST LIKE AN ANIMAL. September 1976, I didn’t obtain a job, they put me out of the home on the streets of Chicago Illinois and I went to the grandmother’s home.she took me in and told me Charlene at least you are not out of doors and I called the so-called parents home on Thanksgiving day 1976 the grandmother got oo her daughter’s case because her husband was talking smack and I can come back to a dangerously hostile home enviroment, if I just sit down and keep my mouth shut and was dangerous and very disrespectul I was a 20 year old young adult women and I had a right to speak my opinion without getting hurt or killed by them parents and anybody else in that. the mother’s mother told me don’t go back there.she did take the telephone and got on the mother’s case because of how they treated me that was very wrong and very dangerous some of them mothers do turn a blind eye when it comes to their man. Patricia Barber Metcalf she never did accept me for her sister at all. she made her father pick up a broom stick in my face, he damn near slammed the broom stick in my face and he told me to take off my eye glasses, I was nearly scared to death and he didn’t ask me no questions no he didn’t give me a chance to explain anything; he was always irritated with me because of Me being the white man’s child. that was not my fault. (HE TOLD ME NEXT TIME I WILL KNOCK YOU BLACK) them people always stayed really angry with me for things that was not my fault and THE WOMEN WHO SUPPOSE TO BE A MOTHER TO ME, SHE TOOK ME OUT OF KINDERGARTEN CLASS AND I DIDN’T GET A CHANCE TO FINISH AND COMPLETE.AND I WAS NOT IN NO HOSPITAL, i didn’t need to be isolated away from school and peer socialization that was not fair to me at all it was very wrong from the start. and I was not allowed to attend until I was age 7½ years old and age 10 I was put in a 3rd grade classroom and then they made me repeat the 3rd grade class that put me behind even much further in school, she didn’t want me to learn absolutely not a damn thing, just be a dumb ass because I wasn’t nothing to her no way. I can never talk to her and I could never tell her any thing at all and when I only asked her to take my name off of her home she said I was getting her into me and Patricia’s S***I was not told any details about the home at all and I don’t want nothing to do with nothing she got at all and she never showed me no document of that with my name on that house and she said she was not going to take my name off of the home I will stay out of that altogether because I was not treated like a family at all.
I know this family is not my family I was in a first time home buyers program. I had a right to purchase my own home. Don’t shoot me like an albino animal. Why didn’t that B-witch leave me behind and why don’t them people just leave me the HELL ALONE. them people hurt me really bad they did put me through far to many changes for nothing that I done and the mother didn’t do nothing when all of those students were picking on me at the high school and when I wanted to transfer to another high school.she acted like she had no concern and no time to deal with me and I had left the high school because I got tired of them students picking on me and bullying. I was being abused at the home and I was being picked on and bullied at school, a child can not learn too good like that under those hostile condictions, that was not no co-incident they just didn’t want me to make it thats all. I am not no animal and I am not an object without any intelligence. I am a person also, a woman who never wanted me for her child, she was not supposed to take me to that darn family like I was an animal just to use me and throw me away like trash. Patricia Barber Metcalf called me to ask me in the fall 1994, she asked me about my personal home and suddenly in January 1995, Graffiti has been written all over my garage. I was always a shy and a quiet, I never bother no damn body I was not the trouble maker in this family and the people REALLY HATED MY GUTS FOR NOTHING BECAUSE I WAS NOTHING TO THIS DAMN FAMILY AT ALL, They didn’t want me in their family, they never accepted me in their family at all. THEY NEVER HAD NO KIND OF LOVE FOR ME AND THAT IS FOR NOTHING I DID NOT DO TO NONE OF THEM PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL. AND I DID NOT HAVE NO KIND OF PEOPLE SUPPORT FROM THIS FAMILY AT ALL. ALL I GOT WAS PURE HATRED WITH ALL KINDS OF HATE CRIMES DID TO ME FOR NOTHING I DID NOT EVEN DO TO ANY OF THEM PEOPLE AT ALL, THAT WAS BECAUSE I WAS NOT WANTED AND I AN STILL NOT WANTED IN THIS FAMILY AT ALL. I REALLY REALLY DO HATE THAT I WAS TAKEN TO THE WRONG FAMILY, I DID NOT HAVE NO POWER AND I DID NOT HAVE NO CONTROL JUST LIKE ALL OTHER INNOCENT BABIES. I REALLY DO REGRET BEING TAKEN THERE AND I REALLY WISH THEY HAD LEFT ME BEHIND AND JUST LET ALONE SO THAT I CAN HAVE ME A GOOD FUTURE WITHOUT being rejected,denied,unwanted,refused,hated for things I did not even do to no one at all and I should not had been used, blamed,punished abushed and bullied and punished with vigilante style BSL.it was criminal.dangerous and it is very wrong from the very beginning and from the start. YOU DON’T JUST HURT PEOPLE FOR NOTHING THEY DIDN’T DO TO YOU AND YOU DON’T GIVE THEM NO CHANCE TO EVEN DEFEND THEMSELVES, YOU ARE VERY WRONG DOING THAT BS.IT IS WRONGL. They set a halloween day on me October 31, 1994; a move in date. This is punishment on me too. THEY BEEN USING NUMBER 7s and 13s on me for several years because they are really very hateful and hostile against me and towards me for nothing I done to none of them people and I could not live in this family without all of that hatred against me for nothing I did.
All this because I was taken in the wrong family, them people are superstitious to the core.
There were several fires set on the home a mover date that was on holloween day. And they been using labels and tracking numbers on me and they was putting labels on my kids too and they also put tracking numbers on my children too. I don’t know what these people in the family think I am and what I am made of.
Hey people don’t forget the woman who supposed to be the mother took me out of kindergarten; I didn’t get a chance to finish kindergarten school level at all. Why would a Black mother take her child out of school? What to hide the child, to hide me, I think so. Black people have fought and died for their rights and their children rights to attend school and to get an equal education.
When I was taken out of school. I was put several years behind in school and I got picked on too. (targeted) That was very deliberate. Even though I always minded my very own business while I tried to work a very low paid job some years ago ,and I never did bother anybody there some people did start trouble by harassing me and they did pose a serious safety threat for nothing I done and for nothing I did not even say about any of them at all, I am not like that. know I don’t think I can never work out side of my home because of the reputational damages this family caused me for nothing I did not do to none of them people.
